My Second Breathless Moment

It is 2:30 a.m. now.. Sakit bgt rasany.. Sesak sekali.. This condition is worse than the last time I got but my mind wasn't as calm as it is now. I can even count how many breathe I can take in a minute.. And support myself to keep breathing.. Feels like going to be kicked out of this so-damn-beautiful world but really I wanna stay a little longer.. God help me out of this situation.. Yes I do I wanna meet you but please not now.. Hope you understand, dear God.. I love You so much..