Saya dan Murid-murid Saya: My Students Birthday

It is a story about three days ago, two days ago, and yesterday...

Another ordinary class with extra-ordinary students...

This most diligent student came earlier than usual (he usually comes 30mins late but this time he comes on time). Well I started the class and discussed school materials, then the second boy come, he is the most unpredictable boy I have ever known, I am often irritated by him, but well the more I get to know him, the more I know him, and the more I let him be like him (I always try to tell myself that if you cannot change him, you should change the way you see him, I do it till now... Trying hard to do so). Thinking a bout him reminds me a proverb, "If you want to change a man, change him when he was born" XD

The teaching and learning activity ran well, and suddenly I check the presence list and I found something, birth date of some students. And there stated 26/5... My eyes suddenly blinking fast... "Treat... Treat... Treat...," that sound surrounding my head. So I said, "Wow, there will be a celebration tomorrow, won't it?" That unpredictable boy was just smiling, recognising what I thought... And he said, "Okay, I treat you next meeting... Where?" We are all thinking and giving ideas, and finally we agreed to have a class @aQuanos Cafe near the course place.

While we were talking abt it another student came, she is now the only girl student we have. She's so nice but so shy, seems like she doesn't get used to a class like this (she was from other class but since all of her friends who are vocational high school students are on job training, she was moved to this class). I asked her to join the party, too.

Mr. & Mrs. Bahagia: The Second Therapy

A note of May 21st, 2011

It was the second time I got the therapy, well ya I can feel the difference *though it cost much

Feels like I'm getting much better but sometimes the headache still come and gone

I asked the therapist about whether it could be like stroke and so on or not.

He said and tried to explain to me that it could be like that if I didn't take a treatment

*is it such a promotion??

*WINKING to the Therapist* <>

He really hopes I could be helped

Hopefully there will be not bad things happening to me...

Amin...

Mr. & Mrs. Bahagia: Mencoba Bangkit

Hari Jumat ini berlalu begitu cepat. Sudah satu minggu berlalu sejak hari dimana aku jatuh pingsan. Rasa sakit itu masih aku rasakan, bahkan hari ini jauh lebih parah dari kemarin. Aku tahu dan sangat yakin penyebabnya adalah rasa kantuk yang amat sangat tapi aku tidak bisa tidur.

Tapi alhamdulillah, sore tadi sampai dengan maghrib aku berhasil tidur setelah perjuangan panjang.

Oh iya, tepat tanggal 20 Mei pula. Hari kebangkitan nasional ini, jadi aku pun harus bangkit dari semua ini.

"Mencoba berkawan dengan penyakit," kata seorang bijak padaku

"Banyak berdoa dan meminta maaf, siapa tahu kita saling bersalah," kata seorang bijak lainnya

dan...

"Penyakit itu jangan dirasakan, dibuat senang aja," kata seorang bijak satunya

Jadi ingat lagunya Anggun C. Sasmi...

"It's all in your mind, in your mind"

Dan ya, ketiga orang bijak yang berkata padaku ini benar...

So...

"Perkenalkan penyakit, namaku Rani..."

"Semuanya... maafkan semua kesalahanku, baik sengaja maupun tidak... Please..."

dan...

"I am fine... I am okay... Nothing is happening to me"

^^v

Mr. & Mrs. Bahagia: I was unconscious yesterday

Two days ago I felt unwell, suddenly my voice changed, I thought I got flue and cough.

Yesterday it was getting worse. I woke up early in the morning and planned to be off from work today coz I got temperature, headache, and I finally lost my voice.

In the afternoon, I was sleeping when mom suddenly called out my name and asked for a help. I hurriedly woke up and tried to help her.

Well when I woke up I felt my heart beat in an unusual rhythm. A couple minutes after I help mom I felt my heart beat faster and faster, I can still feel it till now. Then I lost my balance, and I suddenly collapsed, I was unconscious. For some minutes my soul was flying away. Then I recover from the unconsciousness.

All I could see was Dad. He was holding me and I was sat on a chair. I was really limp, I couldn't even lifting my head. It felt like spinning around. I burst into tears, they came out of my eyes. My Dad kept on asking me to say Istighfar, and I kept praying it was not the last time I live in the world.

My mind went away, I was really scared, I felt nausea and I had to keep my head laid on the wall. Mom made a glass of warm tea for me. Everyone in my home came to see me. I felt so nausea. And mom decided to take me to the bathroom to vomit.
Then yeah I vomit.

All the food I have eaten came out. I was a lil bit happy coz I finally a lil relieve. No more nausea though my body was still limp. Mom took me to the bed, asked me to have a rest, then slept beside me.

On the bed, Mom was fell a sleep but I couldn't sleep at all. I decided to tell my HC abt what happened to me, he asked me to have a rest and promised to come after I woke up.

He came in the afternoon, he said I needed to set aside all the working stuffs that cause me stressful. I knew this condition is psycho somatic, I was too busy these days and think too much. I need to break for a moment. I am so weak lately. I hope I can get more rest.