Auto-biography Saya: It was Nirmala #wink-wink

Before I start, let me introduce myself. My name is Rani, it is Rani Gitayati in complete. Sounds like an Indian name but no, I have not even a single drop of Indian blood though it might be nice to be an Indian.

Well okay, at this time I am going to tell about the name I owned. Rani Gitayati. There is a story behind it.

I was born as the first child in the family. Of course Dad had prepared a name for me. It was NIRMALA.. Hehehe.. It sounds like a name of a character, she was a princess if I'm not mistaken. She had a friend named Oki. These characters appeared in Bobo, a kids magazine when I was a kid (I think it still exist until now). She was a nice and good character, and always helped Oki whenever he is in trouble, she also gave suggestion to him if he made mistakes.

But.. Hehehe.. Mom doesn't want me to have that name, sounds weird to her.. And she doesn't want it. So then Granny gave me a sweet name Rini Gitayati. It was my uncle's name Granny gave when she didn't know whether the baby in her belly was a girl or boy. In fact she really wanted to have a baby girl. Until she knew for sure that the baby was a boy and changed her mind in giving the baby that name. So it means I take my uncle's name.. LOL.. Maybe that is the reason why until now the closest uncle among all uncles I have is him. Hehehe..

Rini Gitayati is a nice name, but then Dad wanted it to be changed to Rani. The reason is that all of his brothers' and sisters' names begin in Ra.. including his name.. So seemed like he wanted to have Ra- on his kids' names, too, for his father did so. Ooooh so sweet.. Then start that day my name is Rani Gitayati. Well, Rani is not a princess like Nirmala, she is even greater than princess and older of course.. Hehehe.. She is a QUEEN (in India: Rani = Queen).. ;P

Is there any story behind your name, too? Go share it.. !! :D

Rencana Saya: Auto-Biography

Planning of making such kind of auto-biography. It is like collecting and tracing the past life memories. Sounds interesting but I don't know much. Some might say it is unimportant for who I am. But I think it is better before the memory decay.

Best luck for me and you. ^,^

Saya Kaget: I'm BACK!!!

I'm coming back after a long, long pause.. *s* someone might say, "there must be something" aaaannndddd... "YES.. You are absolutely RIGHT!!! There is something I wanna tell.. :) #winking

I really love writing and I write all my feeling.. that's my mistake, this time is a very stupid mistake.. but I will never regret in doing that #such a stubborn one.. I am stubborn.. I born that way.. I think it is a bless having such a gift like that.. Did I say GIFT??

Huft.. Okay let me continue.. I wrote about someone.. Was trying to hide it inside words but seems like it wasn't too blur so that anyone can understand it.. Andddddd... that person.. commented below my posting.. :D GOTCHA!!! At first I was trembling for I didn't expect a comment from that person.. But then I set it aside and just never care about that.. Why should I.. Confirming that that one was not her is not right, it is taking back words.. And I'm not that kind of person.. Maybe she is.. ;P What I should do is just.. Forget it and never reply, be silent and have fun.. :):):)

It won't make me stop writing.. It forces me to make another more clever way to hide it.. Well I will try using English again.. She couldn't write and read in English I'm sure.. :D

Mrs. H